Discovering Poetry I

We’re reading Frank O’Hara’s Selected Poems with the poetry reading group. He was one of the New York Poets – around 1960 –, a group of poets whose work could be characterized as witty, urban and abstract expressionistic. It took me some time to get used to him, as I faithfully started at the beginning of the collection – which I assume was also more or less the beginning of his writing career, though I’m not really sure because the book doesn’t give any clues as to publication dates, nor any titles of his collections – and he was still associating very freely back then. His imagery didn’t really seem to serve to tell a story and doesn’t really pull the reader (at least not this reader) into the poems, so I thought this one was not for me. Also, his enthusiastic name-dropping and the whiff of hippiedom that emanated from his – presumably autobiographical, but of course you can never be sure – musings kind of annoyed me.  

But then I skipped the first half of the volume and started reading again in the middle, where I assumed – after some googling – his most well-known collection, Lunch Poems, begins, with the poem “A Step Away from Them”, a truly beautiful poem that made me real happy. Here his approach – guy walking the streets of New York describing what he sees and feels, reminiscing about departed friends, such as Jackson Pollock, now there’s a name worth dropping – really works. It is light – despite the departing aspect – and pleasantly unpretentious and life affirming. Then I read two more rather well-known – though not outside the USA, I think – poems, “The Day Lady Died” and “Personal Poem”, that had that same hopeful, honest atmosphere.  

I don’t assume that all the poems in this collection are like this, but it’s a nice idea, writing poems about what you experience during your lunch break. You could consider it as a very short vacation, with your senses even more heightened than in a real one. What better time to wax poetic? 

  

Personal Poem 

By Frank O’Hara

 

Now when I walk around at lunchtime
I have only two charms in my pocket
an old Roman coin Mike Kanemitsu gave me
and a bolt-head that broke off a packing case
when I was in Madrid the others never
brought me too much luck though they did
help keep me in New York against coercion
but now I’m happy for a time and interested
 

 I walk through the luminous humidity
passing the House of Seagram with its wet
and its loungers and the construction to
the left that closed the sidewalk if
I ever get to be a construction worker
I’d like to have a silver hat please
and get to Moriarty’s where I wait for
LeRoi and hear who wants to be a mover and
shaker the last five years my batting average
is .016 that’s that, and LeRoi comes in
and tells me Miles Davis was clubbed 12
times last night outside birdland by a cop
a lady asks us for a nickel for a terrible
disease but we don’t give her one we
don’t like terrible diseases, then
 

we go eat some fish and some ale it’s
cool but crowded we don’t like Lionel Trilling
we decide, we like Don Allen we don’t like
Henry James so much we like Herman Melville
we don’t want to be in the poets’ walk in
San Francisco even we just want to be rich
and walk on girders in our silver hats
I wonder if one person out of the 8,000,000 is
thinking of me as I shake hands with LeRoi
and buy a strap for my wristwatch and go
back to work happy at the thought possibly so 

Poetry Exercises VIII

 

How History Affected Me

History has been merciful to me 

by ignoring my existence 

my street was never occupied 

and most violence was domestic 

I never really had to fight authorities 

least not official ones, the bullies were inside. 

Poetry Exercises VI

Winter Song

 Again, the cold November wind had swept its 

little specks of brown and orange to us 

heralding winter’s icy grid, turning green of tree and bush 

back to autumn shade, sending all that summer blossom 

in our heart had stirred back into the drafty spaces 

 of the house we had presumed abandoned for good. 

Still numbed by warmth of days that seemed eternal 

we breathed the air – already carrying next season’s seeds –  

and danced to the rhythm that summoned us back home 

throwing off the burden of a harvest that started last spring. 

Poetry Exercises V

Postpartum

Now take for instance some drawers, empty them 

And fill them up again with useless matter, promise them 

Utility, and to love them with whatever forgotten intention 

Will strike you again accidentally, 

And forget everything once more – that is everything that paralyzes, 

Switches on and off like sound, quickly or slowly 

Dies away – forget this.  

Revisit the spaces in your house, 

Look into the nooks as you bend over dreaming. 

 

Let the solitary eye run its cool course again. 

Poetry Exercises IV

Valkenburg lake, October ‘98

 An artificial lake at rush hour 

water crashes against the wooden jetty 

winter darkness coming 

twenty meters from the shore 

his shadow hovers. 

  

As hurricane Mitch throws itself on Hondurans 

and lightning scores an entire Congolese football team 

– final result 1-1, opposing team unharmed – 

provinces are flooded 

Queen and notables flutter at farms dikes counties 

topography; 

flood in the Low Countries 

sandbags at the door, but unlike you, 

this control tower invited no storm of its own 

just helicopters geese oystercatchers 

small birds of prey and gliders 

and one drowning surfer. 

Poetry Exercises III

Hope, etc.

Her carefully placing a  

winter carrot in her shoe. 

Deciding 30% recurrence isn’t 70. 

People in parks drawing in very small  

notebooks. 

Soft-spoken young woman 

asking if she can zoom in to poetry  

class next week as she’ll be in  

Valencia, at her sister’s. 

Solitary lilac saffron crocus in the  

neglected part of your garden – cutting  

three tiny bloodred pistils, drying  

them on the stove. 

Picture of Vladimir chasing butterflies 

with his net

his chunky body, his bold head.

Checking out prices for a  

membership at the athletics club for  

after the operation, at sixty-three. 

Still writing and reading poetry. 

Hummingbird hawkmoth 

– looked it up –  

diligently sucking nectar  

from the verbena flowers. 

Single mum who choked up  

when she read the last line of her  

poem – it’s about her kids. 

Selecting a new recipe the night  

before and making a grocery list. 

Watering the freshly planted seeds at  

the end of the summer, when the  

forecast said rain. 

Poetry Exercises II

(two d i v e r g e n t poems, after listening to Captain Beefheart’s Hey Garland, I Dig Your Tweed Coat)

Give me back my heart

you loony 

the hapless sprout from a

fairytale-clout 

clobbered him from underneath a

spider’s house 

the words of a God scented through

the thick curtain overthrown by

Jesus-deep nothingness 

his belly ached like belly’s lead 

torn smiling like a headmaster’s

stress-pain 

she was a grandmaster in her

icy skull-laked naked

saviouress 

people peopled jazzy chested

chess-games in the open sun 

he barfed hairy seizures

fit open into a one-cloud mind 

leave this holy mind of mine

he mimed 

give me back my heart you fool 

you loony 

give me back my heart

you tune

Bill’s Apocalypse

The perfect mirror cracked  

blossomed open into a thousand holograms  

maybe more 

burst tinkling constantly 

transforming itself  

like a swarm of  

bumblebees in hot mid-day 

while blue-collared black-and-white-eyed waiters  

whined that there was no one there to pick up the pieces. 

As the evening grew louder Bill checked out of his tomb  

destroying six spiders and an ant with one giant step  

he towed off the stone marked end of mankind 

a child cried – a mouse leaped before its eyes 

morning swooped in.

Poetry Exercises I

(pantoum: abcdbedfegfhgcha)

Night

The fridge again, with a rattling shake  

ending the humming one-sided conversation 

sends me back to the city’s distant quiet voice 

in this too big bed, every dream gets overcrowded 

 

Ending the humming one-sided conversation 

I wake up paralysed  

                                           birds of prey were planning to ravish me 

in this too big bed, every dream gets overcrowded 

if only my funeral would be as well attended 

 

I wake up paralysed 

                                          birds of prey were planning to ravish me 

the morning paper slams through the door 

if only my funeral would be as well attended 

perhaps this night’s riddles will inform the day’s vertigo 

 

The morning paper slams through the door 

sends me back to the city’s distant quiet voice 

perhaps this night’s riddles will inform the day’s vertigo 

The fridge again, with a rattling shake. 

Winnaar Nederland Vertaalt Vertaalwedstrijd

Mijn vertaling naar het Engels van het gedicht ‘Europa, 2022’ van Lieke Marsman heeft de Nederland Vertaalt Vertaalwedstrijd gewonnen. 131 inzendingen, dus ik ben trots.

Dit is mijn vertaling:

Europe, 2022 

Fear without thoughts, the mind 

like a pack mule 

steps onto the scorched earth – nothing 

now to contemplate.  

Nothing but established facts. 

 

Hope is an alchemist: it unseals 

the densest stone. As from an egg: small 

feathery packet, bloody still, unsightly. 

The first resistance becomes the loudest protest.  

A new world is possible. 

 

En dit is het origineel:

 

Europa, 2022 

Angst zonder gedachten, de geest
loopt als een pakezel
de verschroeide aarde op – niets
valt er te overpeinzen nu.
Voldongen feiten om ons heen. 

Hoop is een alchemist: de dichtste steen
ontzegelt het. Als uit een ei: klein
verenpakketje, bebloed nog, onooglijk.
Het eerste verzet wordt het luidste protest.
Er is een nieuwe wereld mogelijk.